lately... i'm just lost..

maybe i'm just lost somewhere in my own brain.. the construct of my own fantasy and madness.. i'm lost form this world even when conversing with others, my mind floats to the imaginarium abyss... cant seem to concentrate on my work, my life.. maybe its the holiday fever, or maybe i'm just tired.. tired of this hectic life chasing shadows of other ppls aims... i need a breather..