i am what i am

i am what i am... a little eccentric, a thinker, loud (in heart and out), introvert (regarding my feelings mostly), helpless regarding love, get lost in my own world easy... i am just an average joe.. enjoys life as it is.. i try to avoid attention and conflict if necessary... i'd prefer to lay low...i love hanging with people that has experience in life... i tend to avoid hanging out with amazing ppl cause i see myself just a normal human being.. nothing special.. i love the simplicities in life.. little things can make me happy, a beautiful sunrise, cool morning breeze, starlit night is enough to make me happy.. my emotion is much less complicated than my person.. hanging out with beggars seems more intriguing than hanging out with a bunch of professionals... that's me.. cause i feel that these special people have a different view of life that almost non normal people can see... i'm not into luxury, but i'd prefer what suits me...

i am what i am... what is the most amazing of all, she sees me as me.. she takes me as me... she dont care who i hang out with or what i do, she just loves me for me... she doesnt care about what other people has to say or do, all she wants is to be with me... she tells me i'm special from head to toe.. it takes a miner to see a speck of silver in the sand.... she sees something in me that non other has seen, which at times makes me wonder... i dont understand why she is so into me... maybe its just an infatuation like the last relationship... i'm afraid if i give to much, i'll end up as the biggest loser... i cant take much beating anymore..

if she really do loves me she has take me as i am.. i wont go easy as before, and i will be less forgiving that's for sure.. for my past taught me alot, and i guess its about time i heed the message... for i am what i am...