Genesis 22:1

... " And the rib, which Lord God had taken from the man, made he a woman, and brought her unto the man." ... woman.. derived from man in the Bible (Basic Information Before Leaving Earth)... there's a saying that behind every powerful/ successful man there's a woman. woman build nations, as well as turn nation against another or lay waste to another nation.. powerful they are and in this 1st blog of mine, i got a story to tell.. a tale of 5 woman that shaped me what i am today.. wont be specific and nicknames will be just as good..

The Queen - the one who brought me into this world.. the one who teach me through her hands.. she gave me life, they ways to live it.. instinctively yes, she is mum.. all my probs goes to her.. if i cant solve them myself at least.. the last person that i want to hurt and she'll be the first person that willingly take the bullet for me.. i wont be around if it weren't for her.. heck, every beating she gave me makes my future even brighter.. wouldnt ask for any other guidance then the woman who brought me into this world all alone with her own might..

The Actor - well... the name is given by The Fire recently cause i recently knew that she was really good at acting..or i was blind.. hmmmm.. she gave me the firsts lesson to love... the first racing heartbeat.. first ever sleepless nights... first ever feeling of skipping heartbeat... first ever "angau" if u would like to call it.. her smile (back then la.. ) was enough to make be breathless. and i'd smile the whole day if i see she smile back... among other lesson, she gave me the first heartache, the first cut.. the first blood frm a young boy's heart.. until recently i know that she pulled strings here and there just to make it look innocent... hence the actor... i'd given her The First as her name but heck, i'd give her to much credit if i do.. lol.. Next,

The Passion - lol.. sounds like some corny movie title with some explicit scenes.. i wont go into details just "need to know basis" apply here.. she was the one that taught me that to love some1, also involves to actually prove and show.. show and tell.. her love for me was so intense that to a point it was a little to much for me to handle.. she was also.. well.. the one who paved the way into my manhood if u get what i mean.. she taught me the meaning of being patient, honest, loving guy.. among other things, she let me tap into my wilder side.. hohohohoh... no details here... most important of all, she taught me how to LOVE..

The Black Bird - ahhhh... her.. i honestly thought that my single days are over when i was with her.. smart, honest, aggressive, funny and be-yourself attitude.. she taught the lesson of being honest to yourself.. gave me the lesson of seeing life as what it is and again taught me to be patient.. if we cant be ourselves in front of our loved ones, how else we are going to live with that person...? she said. she also taught the lesson in being rooted to the ground and stay in the reality.. cause i'm a bit of  a dreamer.. maturity is important part of a man, that is the lesson she taught me.. she gave me the lesson how to adapt to a family.. she gave me chances to improve myself and acts like a mirror to me.. she also gave me the deepest cut.. or at least i thought she was until the next one comes along...

The Fire - she was like my drug... kept me going yet not enough to quench my thirst... lol.. she was well, like fire.. bubbly.. passionate... hilarious..memorable.. and taught me that once u gave your heart away, its very difficult to get them back.. she taught me how love a person so dearly that literally cant live without.... as her dad once said, dont live with the person you can live with but with a person u cant live without.. she also taught me the lesson that always keep some love for yourself, else when things go wrong... relationships is a two way street and one should give and take... sometimes the fire just die out but the heat is still there.. i'm just being me that the heat is simply not enough for me to survive... people change.. with her i learn it the hard way... before point my fingers at her, i should stop and point it back at me.. sometimes the trouble is just internal, self implode, self destruct... she again taught me the meaning of giving it all and being patient.. and yet.. i'm still human.. there's only so much patience and i have stretched it thin...

these are the few memorable woman in my life that has brought me into the world, taught me how to love and billions ways to be loved.. its my nature to reflect back in my life so i can be a better person/ lover in the coming days of my life.. i'm just being human.. being me.. and they have shaped much portion of myself today...

cherio,

ps-no hard feelings eh?